Tuesday, November 19, 2019

Fight or Flight - NaNoWriMo2019 11/19


She couldn’t understand the words he sung, the lyrics were all in Dwarvish, but the melody was hauntingly beautiful. She could only imagine what it was, it sounded like a funeral dirge but it lacked any true sadness. The low slow tones intoned an awe and respect. The large man’s voice was stunning, the gruff and gravely way he spoke belied his tenor, which was a magnificent baritone. The man’s deep voice and powerful lungs caused the words he sang to reverberate through the Cleric. She stared at him, eyes wide as he sang a song of triumphant lament, completely ignorant to what any of the words meant.
Jekyem vir arbeid till virm dying solgylag niden de darkened pits, vir dig pag til virm eigen grave sah virm sons kag seh daggern's lys
Annice shivered at the words. That was the choruc, Wilhelm had repeated those words three times now. She could pick up on a few words she understood, an overlap between the Dwarvish and Common tongues. Dying, darkened pits, how could a soft so beautiful be about such horrors. She furrowed her brow and shifted closer to the man, who was lost in song and showed no sign of noticing her. His voice rose slowly, coming louder and yet deeper still. The sonorous melody cast into the winds and over the plains, the back of Annice’s mind screamed at her about the Ogres hearing, but it was drowned out by how the song caused her heart to flutter. She was so transfixed that when Wilhelm came to a low rumble and stopped, she exhaled a breath she didn’t realize she was holding. Wilhelm turned to her at the exhale.
“That was… beautiful.” She said in a whisper.
“Oh, thanks.” Wilhelm smiled sheepishly, obviously not expecting the compliment. “Sorry I just got lost in a moment.”
“No need to apologize.” She smiled and shifted to sit next to the man. “What is it about?” She tilted her head and grinned. “I don’t exactly speak Dwarvish.” Wilhelm chuckled at that.
“It’s an old Miners song.” He said, shifting to lay on his back, hand cupping behind his head as he stared at the stars. “Bout doing the rotten and dirty job of digging so yer kids don’t have ta. Bout toiling to build a better future. A future where yer kids ain’t miners but Heroes and Legends.”
“I see.” Annice let the silence hang in the air for a moment. “They’re a noble people.” She finally added.
“Yeah they are.” Wilhelm smiled. “Most all of em would do anything to make sure tomorrow was better for the next of us. Even throw away their lives.”
“Thank you for the song Wilhelm.” Annice leaned forward and pecked the man on the cheek. Wilhelm turned his head and placed a hand on the cheek, somewhat surprised. “You’ve done a great deal to ease my spirit.” She stated, slowly standing. “So I’m going to make use of a settled mind and get some rest.” She smiled gently and headed into her tent.
“G’night, Annie.” Wilhelm furrowed his brow, not entirely following what happened. All he did was sing a song. He shrugged, if she was calmed that was good, now all he had to do was calm himself.
Annice sat in her tent, pulling herself free from her armor and garments. She reached to her pack to extract her bedroll and felt something slick and cold, fingering the object she withdrew the mirror Nim had given her, the Mirror of Far Speech. Annice had almost completely forgotten that she had it, which she kicked herself for. It would have done her some good to have spoken with Nim after the bandit encounter. Though spoken might have been the wrong word, helplessly blubber at? On second though maybe it was good she had not sought out the High Priestess. Though now in the morning she rode to what was almost certainly death. She held the mirror and stared at the reflection in it, Annice tilted her face back and forth seeing the exact face she always did, though feeling as though she had aged half a lifetime.
“Home.” She spoke into the mirror.
The reflective surface started to shimmer and ripple like a stone thrown into a fresh pond. Then the intensity grew and the surface roiled and twisted, spinning into a small maelstrom. Annice had half a mind to throw the thing from her tent but a moment later the surface settled, and her own refletion shifted away like smoke in a strong breeze and Nim was staring back at her. The old gnome was in her bed clothed and yawned visibly, obviously being awoken by the twin mirror she now held.Annice could hold them back no longer, and tears formed in her eyes at the sight of the old woman.
“High Priestess!” She sobbed.
“Child!” Nim called out, worry etched in her face. “Annice what is wrong?”
“Oh High Priestess, I fear I may have made a terrible mistake. This..” She stuttered and her breath hitched, “This is nothing like I imagined it would be. I watched a man die.” She let it out in a harsh whisper like it was some terrible secret, Nim’s eyes went wide at the revelation. “And what’s worse? I don’t know that think it was wrong to do.”  Annice’s lips trembled and she wiped at her tears with her palm. “I think I may have angered Syrene, I think I am being punished.”
“Annice, Annice, shhh.” Nim cooed at her, trying to settle her down. “I may not agree with this journey you are on, but I will not let you balk at your convictions so easy. You told me you believe Syrene sent you on this path, correct?”
“I did.” Annice said, taking a few deep haggard breaths to calm her urge to sob.
“And do you still believe that? Do you still believe that you are meant to protect this man you follow?” Nim asked, leaning into the mirror to lock her gaze with Annice.
“I don’t know.” The half-elf said, shaking her head. “I don’t… know.”
“Annice. You will speak your truth to me.” Nim said forcefully. “You believe that Syrene asked you to look over the Gladiator, Wilhelm the Unyielding.”
“Yes.” Annice whispered.
“Hmmm?” Nim stated flatly, turning her ear to the mirror.
“Yes!” Annice nearly shouted out, sniffling and wiping her nose immediately after.
“Holy quests are seldom easy, child.” Nim stated. “The Gods put upon us tasks that will challenge us not just physically, but spiritually, morally. Your Goddess wants this man looked after, for whatever reason that may be, you must do it. This man who died, Wilhelm killed him?”
“Yes he did.” Annice swallowed.
“And did he do this slaying in anger, malice, hatred?” Nim asked.
“No he was defending us both.” Annice said. Nim nodded solemnly.
“It is to be mourned as Peace Lost.” She shook her head. “Wilhelm is not of our faith, his god, if he has one, may not look at the loss of life as we do. You will have to steel yourself for it’s eventuality. Save who you can, and trust that Syrene loves you.” She smiled.
“Thank you, Nim. Thank you.” She whispered. There was a long moment of silence, and then another… Eventually Nim spoke up.
“Is there something else, Annice?” She inquired.
“I just wanted to say” She started, faltering over her words. “How much I appreciate you High Priestess, how you cared for me and nurtured me as a Cleric. I love you, Nim.” She said it with sadness in her eyes, Nim picked up on it.
“Annice what are you not telling me?” She looked worried.
“Nothing that would help either of us sleep, Nim.” Annice said, a somber smile appearing on her lips.
“Annice” Nim started, her brow knit into deep concern “Annice please tell me you are safe.”
“I am safe where I am now, Nim.” Annice started to put the mirror down.
“Annice I do not want these half-truths, tell me where you are right no-“ Nim’s voice broke as Annice released the mirror, breaking the spell.
If she lived through the next two days, she would call the woman and ask for forgiveness. Right now, however, Annice was very tired. There was an eerie sense of contentment in the woman, a weight lifted from her shoulders and she was easily able to slip into her bed matt and find a restful position. In her mind Wilhelm’s song was sung again for her and was joined by Nim’s words of assurance, the two carrying her to a slumber. She slept deep, deeper than she had in many days, the rest was well needed and earned. Annice dreamt of large green eyes watching over her.
“Annie wake up.” Wilhelm called, and Annice came to a startled wake as the large man shook her. As her eyes opened she could tell dawn had not come yet.

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